Wake tech login for the internet is stupid. I mean why can’t I just get on without any problems….no nope lifes not like that. I’m really bored and have been smoking way to much. I really miss Pat. I hope you read this. Not really for any reason just the fact that I am talking about you. I’m really just ranting and raving at the moment. Doing what I do best.
My drawing fun. 1 class is great. My teacher is cool.
It’s sad to say i’m really not trying to make any friends over here. I just want to get done and go to state.
I WANT studio classes sooooo bad.
Moving into the apartment Wednesday. I’m so glad this is really happening now. I plan on biking a lot more now that i’ll be living in downtown Wake Forest.
I had no idea how cool it was over there intill Bren and I went biking out there the other night. Too bad we lost eachother in the biking prosses.
Electronic StylesDanceDance-PopHouseDiscoUrbanHi-NRGAcid JazzEuro-Dance Club/DanceRaveGarageFreestyleAlternative DanceLatin DanceTeen PopLatin Freestyle Dance-RockElectronicaHouseAmbientAcid HouseNewbeatTechnoClub/DanceHardcore TechnoJungle/Drum’n’bassTranceTrip-HopElectroTribal HouseAcid TechnoAmbient Dub Ambient TechnoDark AmbientDetroit TechnoElectro-TechnoNeo-ElectroElectro-Jazz Ambient BreakbeatDownbeatElectronicaExperimental ElectroExperimental TechnoFunky BreaksGabbaProgressive HouseHappy HardcoreAmbient House2-Step/British GarageBig BeatExperimental DubGoa TranceTech-HouseDowntempoExperimental Ambient Experimental JungleIndustrial Drum’n’BassTechno BassProgressive Trance Drill’n’bassJazz-HouseTechno-DubMinimal TechnoIllbientGlitchNu BreaksIDMBroken BeatLeft-Field HouseMicrohouseGarage Rap/GrimeMicrosoundChiptunesClubjazz
…but I guess its time for me to move on….I can’t keep doing what i’m doing. It’s not right nor fair to myself and I know. Its breaking me down just a little bit more every time and I just can’t take this anymore. I want to get over this phase in my life..I’m tired of this bullshit and the lies. Although, you have never once lied to me I feel as if you have in some sort of emotional way. I’m hung up and stuck. I feel like a melting puddle of water. This I feel, is the lowest ive been in a while. I care to much what you think and its effecting my everyday life. I don’t think you really realize how much I do care about you. It hurts to know this. I just don’t think you understand and will ever truly understand.
You asked me if i would ever regret you..I told you know no
really….I do. I do regret you.